February 6, 2025 Fall 2024
It was our first time together. We all sat around and shared the origin story of our names on the first day of class. The oral histories of our own given or self-created names compelled Melanie to read off an improvised poem:
“In this room, in this specific society of learning among all possible, autonomous, temporary societies we could be, we have names that represent what others want for us, whether that’s our parents, or our friends. We have names that are about what we want for us, like guitars that we want. We have names that our older sisters gave us, that our parents gave us, what our grandparents gave us. We have names that are refusal of patrilineal naming systems. We have names that are refusal of colonization. We have names that are different for those who love us, we have names that are different for the government. We have names that are based on when we were born. We have names that are based on how our names sound in the mouth. We have names that are one generation solutions. We have names from spite. We have names that mean rock, skies, grace, that mean numbers, trees, and also everything. We have names that are for institutional recognition. We have names that tell a story of immigration. We have names that have been our names from before we were born. We have names that have been our names for the last thirty minutes. We have names for when we were reborn. We have biblical names and we have names from soldiers. Thank you all so much for sharing your name.”
Melanie expressed, “The hardest thing about programming is knowing what to name things, like folder names, variables, or functions.” Like variables that pass through arguments of a function, values are always changing, and so are we. For 10 weeks, we explored the question, “What if technology was created by people who love us?” The theme of this season of Digital Love Languages was “falling, failing, feeling, freeing.”
Speculative Liberatory Learning Environment
To begin our explorations, everyone was invited to imagine a place to fall in, a place to fail in, a place to feel in, a place to set free – a love letter to a speculative liberatory learning environment. What would an ideal place to learn look like, even if you could break the laws of physics?
Folder Poetry
In our second and third weeks, we delved into repurposing the common practice of computer folder organization as a new kind of poetic form. Through the use of simple use of the command line, you can traverse the inner makeup of your computer. Melanie taught simple bash commands to visualize folder structure in the form of poetic computational symphonies. During that same week, our guest speaker, Mindy Seu, gifted us a performative lecture about the history of sex and technology. We all turned off our cameras as Mindy guided us through a special history of technology otherwise seen as forbidden knowledge. Everyone had assigned lines from the lecture to read aloud, the timing of each phrase deviating ever so slightly from one another, forming a cacophony of voices reciting one unified timeline.
Passing Notes
By our fourth week, Melanie's code word spells presentation gave way to begin learning how to write poetry with python scripts. We took to jupyter notebooks and dissected a new coding language to construct our next prompt, passing notes!
Website as a Gift
After weeks five and six, we developed a sense of interactivity for creating websites. Having Sidney as a guest teacher was a joy to have around to teach an intro to javascript. We took to gift giving in the form of a website and shared them with our loved ones.
Consensual Hacking
For our ninth class before the final day, Melanie guided us through a consensual hacking experience. Framing the experiences as “remote login as astral projection,” Melanie lit a candle to commence the occasion. We were then guided through various bash commands and given a special passcode to login to a separate computer belonging to Melanie. The computer was placed in front of the webcam for all of us to view. A waterfall of .txt files started to appear on the desktop. Someone even hacked into the computer enough to manage opening the browser to a music video on youtube.
The Final Farewell
It was a touching last day for both sessions as we collectively shared the outcomes from our time together. Websites were lent to each other as symbols of gratitude, enamourment, and wonder. Signaling love from one network to the next. Websites for friends, family members, and the self. Secrets hidden in Markov chain love letters and vulnerable notes as hypertext. The class came to a close and we all said goodbye to what someone described as an ephemeral world we all entered to learn with one another separate from all our respective lives. We will cherish the short-lived time we shared. Our self-created digital love languages will continue to circulate both into the web and into the hearts of those with whom we all connect.