June 11, 2025 Winter 2025
This year, we (Dri Chiu Tattersfield & Jeffrey Yoo Warren) offered our class, Relational Reconstructions, for a second year, this time with two sections – almost 40 people! As in the first year, we explored a variety of means and formats for re-connecting with ancestral and family histories, as well as navigating personal “encounters” in institutional and family archives (referencing Ariella Aïsha Azoulay’s usage of the term in photographic archives).
It was no surprise that this year was quite different – this work is deeply linked with participants’ personal stories and relationships with archival materials, and these shape the class in important ways. But there were also sweet opportunities to revisit things we did last year; one of the most vivid was our “glue-making session,” in which we each cooked up some glue using hot water in our respective kitchens, together on Zoom.
In the process of heating water, smushing rice, stirring and finding the right consistency, we each had an opportunity to immerse ourselves in a shared sensory experience – a particular combination of smells, sounds, and textures which for some of us, carried us back to long-ago memories across many years and thousands of miles. In our class, it’s this kind of time travel, beyond the written word or the frozen scene in a photograph, which we build awareness of, and through which we expand our skills of reproduction. Many of our class projects and exercises involve such creative and experiential approaches, in addition to our deep interest in the textures of the experience of togetherness.
Another note of joy in class this year was a visit by Aisha Jandosova, who re-introduced the concept of re-existencia as she did last year. But just as our class had grown and evolved, so too has Aisha’s practice in the intervening year; she brought fresh concepts such as a close reading and unpacking of the etymology and structure of a specific Qazaq word (to be expanded upon in the upcoming inaugural issue of Babalar Press Zine) – as well as an incredible exercise in which we drew a pattern from an ancestral and archival source, and then drew it again from memory some minutes later. Aisha developed this practice as a way of passing ancestral knowledge through the body – of holding it, but also allowing it to grow within you, and to change in response to the environment of your body.
We also spent time building skills in 3D modeling – but not the usual kind. While Mozilla Hubs was, since our last class, shut down (sob), we did our 3D modelmaking work in SketchUp, which was less social, but still up to the kind of messy collage work we need to model memory spaces. This kind of modelmaking is more like building with clay, or scrapbooking with fragments of memory; it’s more organic, and more personal. We push and pull parts of a photograph, clone and stretch and stitch together bits and pieces to draw ourselves into the scene, and to wrap it around ourselves like the chewed up pulp of a wasp nest. As always, we were incredibly moved by the work participants produced, and honored by their willingness to share quite personal images and reflections within the class.
For our final project, we wanted to create a container that could encompass the many mediums participants had worked in throughout the class, from SketchUp modeling to paper collage to poetry and soundscape design. More importantly, we wanted its structure to reflect the collective journey of the class: how we shared small pieces of ourselves with each other each week and learned from each others’ questions and uncertainties, individual ancestral reconnection journeys becoming intertwined. We ended up with something that looks a little like a collage of collages, a little like a zine (defined… expansively!), and a little like a map. Each participant’s memory enclaves are tessellated together to form a map that, when printed and cut out, will form a winding, connected path of memories, and folds up to fit in your pocket. We hope it feels like taking a walk through a neighborhood. We hope it feels like making glue.
Throughout the class, amidst encounters with institutional archives mishandling precious photos and documents, we grappled frequently with questions about when, how, and with whom we wanted to share our work. Thus, we wrote a Poetic Terms & Conditions text together as a set of guidelines on how to share and interact with the document - such as “When you carry them around in your pocket, please check on them from time to time by slipping your hand in to feel their pages. ”
Our full final project won’t be shared online; instead, each participant will receive a few copies to share in-person with people and spaces they trust. Perhaps a copy will find its way to you. In the meantime, some participants have allowed us to share their work below. Please take a few deep breaths and spend some time with each one. In the print version of the final project, there are several templates left blank, so that readers might collage their own memory enclave and add it to the chain. Consider this an invitation: we’d love for you to make one too!
See Bhavna’s soundscape here:
(Video description: In a sunny kitchen, a woman in a gray oversized hoodie scoops coffee into a small steel filter coffee percolator, fills it with boiled water, then mixes the resulting coffee decoction with heated milk by pouring the mixture it back and forth between a steel cup and a steel bowl.)